Crybaby
------------------------- Ella ยฉ 2025 @ethereal_chaoscore ------------------------ [verse 1]: Trying to calm down Trying to breathe But I feel the tears drop I know what's coming Hot stream down my cheek I can't make it stop Does that make me a freak? Like Jill about to... (Pop!) [bridge]: I can't calm down (I don't know how) Like Alice now (in tears I'll drown) [chorus]: I have lost all control Emotions bleed from my soul I just want to be a ghost Pretend like I'm invisible Want to stop being a cry baby But I doubt anyone can save me (I'm just a cry baby, how crazy) (la-la, lala, la, la, la-la, lala, la, la) [verse 2]: Want to throw a tantrum Like a freaking child I can't hide what I feel Want me to fake a smile? I can try, but I won't lie It's hard, I might lose my freaking mind I can't curse, i'd just make it worse I can't show my hurt, the world's a blur All I can do is scream and shout I just want to whine and pout I'm so immature for my age Why didn't I write this as Baby? [bridge]: I can't calm down (I don't know how) Like Alice now (in tears I'll drown) [chorus]: I have lost all control Emotions bleed from my soul I just want to be a ghost Pretend like I'm invisible Want to stop being a cry baby But I doubt anyone can save me (I'm just a cry baby, how crazy) (la-la, lala, la, la, la-la, lala, la, la) I have lost all control Emotions bleed from my soul I just want to be a ghost Pretend like I'm invisible Want to stop being a cry baby But I doubt anyone can save me (I'm just a cry baby, how crazy) (la-la, lala, la, la, la-la, lala, la, la) [outro- echos ominously]: (I'm just a cry baby, how crazy) (la-la, lala, la, la, la-la, lala, la, la) (I'm just a cry baby, how crazy) (la-la, lala, la, la, la-la, lala, la, la)
26 Comments
The Jester 12w ago
If you must cry, then cry. It is important to allow ourselves to feel our emotions, and let them flow through, otherwise we will get them all stuck inside, and confuse us. I still don't think I am fully recovered from bottling everything up for so long, but I am better still.
This song is beautiful, and your pain is felt deep within my heart. You are not immature. Being able to put your feelings into song like this is a mature and healthy way to help output your emotions.
๐ค๐๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฉท 12w ago
as I've been saying for a while, writing my feelings like this is literally the only way i've been dealing. i've been told it's healthy, but now that my time is limited, i'm not sure I can stop writing it all on paper and on here. i love writing songs more than anything now. thank you for understanding. I love you and I'll see you tomarrow. ๐ฅฒโค๏ธ๐ค๐ฅน
Akiko 12w ago
Hi Ella ! This is very cute! I like it, Ur lyrics is so creattive ๐
Sloth 12w ago
This song is a raw and relatable anthem for anyone whoโs ever felt overwhelmed by their emotions, offering a safe space to embrace vulnerability without judgment. Its honest lyrics and haunting melody remind us that itโs okay to feel deeply, and that even in our messiest moments, weโre never truly aloneโpowerful and deeply comforting.๐ค๐ค
Flowlow๐ถ 12w ago
Beautiful song ๐งโค๏ธ the vocals fit perfectly
TwinklingDubstep5992 12w ago
I loved the music
superrondotcom 12w ago
Felt this one in the feels. Great song.
Blacksmile 12w ago
Je comprends ne t'en fais pas. La vie n'est pas facile on rรฉalise tous les jours des choses pas cool. Moi hier par exemple j'ai dรฉcouvert se que c'รฉtait une crise d'angoisse. Mais mรชme si on a mal on 'e doit pas se laisser
candice 10w ago
nice
Lolana 11w ago
HI Ella I really like your songs I'm one of your follows but can you follow me
โก๐ ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ก๐ ๐ช๐ฆ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ซโก 3w ago
I can!
Snake 12w ago
I does clearly not make you a freak, dear Ella! It's alright to let your emotions flow...let them out if you need to. No worries what other people might think. It's no weakness at all! (This goes out to everyone else, too - You are allowed to show emotions and cry. No matter who you are, it is okay ๐งก) *Sending you a virtual hug* I love this song. You did so well. I'm not surprised it hit GT, like your other songs do. It's nice to be side by side with you in GT! ๐งก๐งก๐งก๐งก๐งก
AriteAL 12w ago
The ironic honesty in lines like "I'm just a cry baby, how crazy" resonated deeplyโcapturing that bittersweet moment between laughing and crying. There's something comfortingly relatable in this self-aware melancholy; it sticks softly in the mind.๐ฅฒโจ
David Sacrilege 12w ago
I like how this song sounds. Good Job Ella.
skayler 12w ago
muy linda canciรณn
G Chill 12w ago
Tender and so sad. Crying doesn't make you a freak. You mentioned Melanie Martinez's song, which yours reminds me of, so well done. Hope you're doing ok (only good thoughts and wishes to you)
๐ค๐๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฉท 11w ago
i'm fine, but I wasn't in the moment as always. as most likely unhealthy as it sounds, I literally wrote this while tearing up and thinking why the hell I was. I felt pathetic and I didn't really expect this to get on gt. never had the thought. but yeah, in the moment also, I did want this just to be a Melanie Martinez song, until it wasn't, lol. glad you liked this.
PulseKraft 12w ago
This track works: the lyrics and music go really well together! ๐
Rogue Tide 12w ago
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Take 12w ago
This is a wonderful song!
Canine DJ 12w ago
This almost sounds like Melanie Martinez. Your style almost matches hers.
Lanturnblossoms 12w ago
love it, I loved Melanie Martinez
Asaka Kyouka 12w ago
i love this song. and i understand the urge to cry and to let it out. i have been there many times. but your songs allow me to see that all that is ok.