That Part of Myself (E)

⚠️ (E)xplicit: Lyrics contain strong language. ⚠️ Friendly reminder that I write about fictional characters. _______________________________ ( ©Lux-Nocthys 2025 ) _______________________________ [Intro] Everyone has that little voice inside their mind, that help your thinking get through hard times. For some, probably most, it's a helping friend but for others... for others.... [Self] It's a fucking bitch! [Inner voice] Ohhh, that hurts! Got up on the wrong foot again!? [Self] Never fucking silent, always yappin' trying to push me toward something defiant. "Do this" Don't care, "Touch it" Nah man, "Hola! señorita! nice tits!" WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS!? [Inner voice] Well, its simple man, I'm you! The part you're trying to deprive, and can't help but deny. Little pride over there would want me dead ("KILL HIM!") But I'm who you are, gonna have to accept it. We were born at the same time, made from the same cloth, Experience the same shit don't let it be for naught. I'm the true voice, the truth of your thoughts. Accept me, don't bend for society [Self] You're downright crazy, insanely brain-dead if you think that'd work for me. I'm the one who choose who I'll be. So don't get conflated, I wont be inundated by any of your claims. You're me? No way bro, feelin' shame just hearin' your name (Don't we have the same?). You come from elsewhere, a demon that lurked in there. Keep tryin' I'll never be listening, as I said I'm choosin! And it sure as hell won't be what you're preachin'! [Hook] [Self] I'm in a constant fight with my mind [Inner voice] (Just accept me it'll all be fine) [Self] Its a crisis I face all the time [Inner voice] (Self inflicted, stop fighting yourself) [Self] It's never fucking silent! [Inner voice] (Want to stop thinking and become dumb now?) [Self] GODDAMMIT SHUT UP! [Inner voice] Hey now! No need to get violent. We're one of the same, you ain't that ignorant. Ignorance may be bliss but in the face of it trust me you would rather know shits. That's why I'm the smart one (Huh!?), the true spark yet undone, Unlimited in creativity, huntin' for ideas in place no one else would be (I wonder why). Your contemn is jealousy (Here he goes again...), Envy that I'm the one free, that I do what the fuck I want while your stuck there on your knees, Followin' rules only made for fools in this age of tools and polluted jewels. (Wait, what are the jewels in this analogy?) Meh! (So you don't know either then... great) [Self] Alright, you spew your shit but its times up, get back in your bag and fucking shut off. Rules are there for a reason, so civility doesn't get undone. Your freedom ended where the other begun (Yeah, if you weak as fuck), Stop being all high and mighty, you ain't that prevy, case and point you ain't leadin' that body. That's a job only for me! So back to the bag, bitch, or learn the fucking rules! [Inner voice] Oh yeah about that how 's that going for 'em down south? They set their rules but ain't it for naught. Big man at the top of the Divided (United you mean?) Now doing what he wants, free reigns over his triumph (Run down). Now ain't that a man that's truly free! (Nah, he's just shameless, like you) I know, and that's how he got in there too! ("No politics!")) [BOTH] SHUT UP! ("Guys! Guys! Guys! You forgot the hook!") [Both] FUCK! [Hook] [Self] I'm in a constant fight with my mind [Inner voice] (Just accept me it'll all be fine) [Self] Its a crisis I face all the time [Inner voice] (Self inflicted, stop fighting yourself) [Self] It's never fucking silent! [Inner voice] (Aww man up now, I'm not that annoyin') [Self] GODDAMMIT SHUT UP!