Craziest Atheist

I must be the craziest, once I was an atheist maybe this is tragedy, that I change so drastically, now they try and test me, talk to me, possessing me, guiding me, showing me, real truth behind reality, this must be, my destiny, ascending from conformity, guiding whole humanity, through societies insanity, turned to gold through alchemy, achieved divine majesty, speaking to me, through telepathy, behind causality they live eternally, gone my rationality, knowledge of divinity, god granted me amnesty, a member of his family, cured from all malady, living eternal life happily, growing so rapidly, in this divine academy, learning all about philosophy, no more stagnancy, all accordingly, to planned out strategy, tangibly, radically, rhapsody, no phantasy, abstractedly, teaching me symbolically, through analogy, beyond duality, dynamically, ecstatically, fantastically, no more normality, no more mortality, playing out divine physicality theatrically, swimming in synchronicity, living life lucidly,