Basement of Lucidly Broken Dreams

[lyrics] I grow restless as past memories fill my brain, Want for my past relationship is all I hear over again. A toss here, a turn there, rolling as I attempt sleep, Love, my mind repeats, the journey to Dreams growing steep. That is enough, I say, stomping the thoughts away, Is there no peace left when one makes mistakes today? Affectionate as an angel, she returns to my mind, And affectionately strangles my neck from behind. Real pain I feel as I gasp for air, Not realizing that she was never truly there. A moment of pause, and she’s gone and I awake, Love, my mind repeats, forcing my heart an ache. That is enough, I say, stomping onto my feet. Is there any peace to find whether standing or aseat? Full of sorrow from memories, I start my morning, Of course, the first thing I do is start my routine mourning. Broken promises litter the pictures on my wall and floor, Dreams aren’t even safe from her image anymore.