Just a ghost to u

You watched me drown you took all the love that I had left, Just to go and tell me you wish I was someone you never met, You didn’t care if I wept, You didn’t care that I was giving you everything I had to bet Our love was strong, all because you didn’t want to be wrong, I never felt like I belonged anywhere, then you went and showed me what it was like to have someone care, We were the perfect pair, why did you act like the love wasn’t there, I’m going to miss running my fingers running through your hair, Darkness has taken over, we couldn’t stay afloat, kept grabbing these buckets scooping up all the water before it was down with the ship, but there weren’t that man loading his clip semi automatic, He said calm down girl don’t panic, I But with that gun in his hand finger on the trigger she couldn’t get him to see the bigger picture, All she wanted was for him to stop looking at her like this new age trickster Are you even going to miss her, Were you ever wanting a forever, you weren’t trying to make this better Just laughing at her the more she bled All she needed was you to make her feelings relevant, She never asked for the benefits She just wanted to feel like more than a mess Continued to lie, continued to defy, you filled her head with Only judgemental eyes, There are no more blurred lines, Just forgotten times and a girl left alone and crying All because a man couldn’t see past his own white lines, couldn’t see the fact that he was the one that was blind She was way to kind she gave him nothing but love only wanted to see him shine, He was too busy thinking she was only after his money Didn’t matter the blood the sweat and the tears, He only ever lived in the shadows of his own fears Fearing abandonment, he swears she’s telling lies and seeing other guys he’s adamant Insecurities becoming the contaniment in desperate need of reassurance need some management Twin flames having to fade away, Both of us wishing each other to take this pain away, Living another day not knowing how to communicate Only to be left with a request to vacate left with the fast rate to suffocate and never rejuvenate No love left, He doesn’t care, He’d rather you e go Alll you do is stay being a hoe doesn’t matter what your truth is anymore he sees you hurt to the core, your nothing but a bore and in their eyes just a boomer or whore that they don’t want anymore For what it’s worth I only wore that one slutty mini skirt was so you would want me as desert and not want to go somewhere else to flirt But that didn’t work , in the end I still ended up hurt while you’d rather be having someone else’s desert Meanwhile I’m wearing one of your old hoodies wondering if we could try again would he Who am I kidding he don’t want no bum ass bitch he trying to shut you out nothing left of ya not even a glitch Now go cry and moo like a cow you fat little bitch remember to him your just full of games and tricks