I tried

happy... why... People say they have it hard please make me feel called to speak for things I've seen sit down and believe you have it hard but all you have to a stage...my life is... a... war I have trouble getting up I have trouble talking too much screaming to myself please calm down myself sometimes I hurt myself sometimes I feel lost in the dark can't see a way please call the bays bound you think you had it hard please don't make me laugh say everything in your mind I would love to hear what you think you had well I'll tell you what I've seen I've seen myself screaming in my room wanting to calm down the demons inside creeping inside tearing inclined to my soul I've seen others beat me, laugh at me yea go... leave me bleeding and cold...........it doesn't matter ever since I've was left ever since I've was lost I have never looked at myself the same I ridicule myself "come on, be stronger" but now these demons are bored watching me burn now it's your time to burn fuck the tampers you think I was a goner I'll set that tarter this bar is mine to set your done I'm done watching this world make me there puppet there doll there shit stall I never want to be the best I just want to test them so they see me DOOOM DOOOM GLOOM PROOF to the sadness inside but... I'm done accepting it IM BACK FROM THE DARK DDDAAARRRKKK