The note instead

I didn't know how much I'd hurt inside, I didn't ever think it would be sucide I'll never know my wife id meet next week, the Kids id have and joyed id feel when we played hide n seek. If I could go back I'd leave you all a note, I'd tell you there's so much more to come that you just don't know You are not alone , don't leave them all alone, forever asking why, was it my fault, wide you have to die The pain behind the smile, I missed it by a mile, looking back in my mind reliving it over And over how I was so blind If I had only known, what I've now been shown, that I'd have a family and kids of my own, When I sue is side, what I didn't know is it left them all a hole inside If I could take it back I'd leave a note this note instead, your future family is what's just ahead They make it all worth while, so stay a longer while I write this note and tell you about your child She's the reason why, why you can not Die, maybe some other day, for now you need to stay, maybe for awhile, the life you unalive, you'll never meet your wife, or The baby girl, you don't know it now but she become your whole world, never would you know that love that makes you whole, the kind that lives forever the kind you you'll never know The kind of love That creates another soul, A soul god lets you love and makes your own soul whole. The missing piece that makes away , if tou just Give it one more day Wipe away the tear and pray about your fears, god works in misterious ways, father grant You the strength to hold on just a few more days.