
šPENOMBRAš | [@MatchaChocolate69]
šPENOMBRAš _______________________________ | by @princessakikoheartfield | Original lyrics without AI _______________________________ š¬š§ Hello everyone! I hope you're doing well. š I wanted to post a more cheerful song after my previous one, but inspiration decided otherwise, especially since Iāve been working on this one for a while and itās finally finished. My dearest Matcha, I thought of u during these 2 weeks when u were away, and Iām sure my feelings reached u all the way to Japan, my heartās land. Feel free to visit his profile, you wonāt regret it, I promise u, u'll fall under the charm just like I did | https://suno.com/@matchachocolate69 His latest dedication | https://suno.com/song/10ecc4ed-49d6-4a97-97c5-1d87f6667d9c On my first song that went into the global trend, "ęćØå¤Ŗé½", we discussed poetry together. I studied Italian Hermeticism, which is ur favorite style of poetry, to create this gift for you. I really enjoyed the content of these poems, which talk about the pain of life, solitude, and the precariousness of existence, all with a certain alchemy in the words. I feel even closer to you after understanding this part of u. I mainly studied the key poets of this movement, including Salvatore Quasimodo and Mario Luzi. For the little history, this poetry gained momentum during World War II in protest against the fascism present in Italia at that time in the 1940s. I couldnāt help but draw a parallel with an Italian cinema movement I studied at university: "neorealism", which emerged after the war, with films like "Rome, Open City" by Roberto Rossellini (1945), which addresses the hardships in the country after the war. This cinema is deeply rooted in reality, with actors chosen randomly from the streets and scenes filmed right on the streets with very few resources. U managed to see this melancholy that lives inside me. U also told me that u are like the moon and need light to shine, but what can I do if u are the light that guides me and that I need? Iām sorry if the Italian sounds off, I did my best, as I always do when using a language Iām not familiar with. Like u, I would love to say more, but it's impossible. I donāt have enough characters left. I truly hope u will enjoy it and that it will touches you⦠Con tenerezza e amore š I see u and i listen to u from the bottom of my heart. Enjoy Listening š English translation at the end. _______________________________ Mi trovo di fronte alla mia solitudine su questa terra indifferente. Un raggio di luna ha accarezzato la mia anima, E l'onice si trasforma in moldavite. Come la luna, elegante ma impossibile da raggiungere. Il tuo eco scompare nel corso della giornata. Eri un uomo, eri un mondo, Il tuo distacco, un bel mistero ma incompleto. Dove sei finito? Tu che te ne sei andato senza rivelarti. Lasciandomi in questa solitudine implacabile. Ti invoco in queste tenebre, che mi trafiggono. Il tempo passa e la tua assenza mi sfida in questo viaggio amaro verso un nuovo io. Sono in una realtĆ , in un mondo, vivo un incubo in un sogno, E un sogno in un sogno. Posso godere di te solo quando cala la notte. Anche lontano da me, mi illumini con la tua luce fredda. La tua presenza invisibile mi rassicura, ma tu... Mi hai giĆ dimenticato? Mi hai mai cercato? Come io ho fatto in questo cielo stellato. In questo momento sospeso, questa luce sfiora la mia vulnerabilitĆ , e l'oscuritĆ mi avvolge, in una disperazione autentica. Scompare, senza un suono, effimera. Il silenzio si allunga, e l'aria diventa densa. Chiudo gli occhi. Tutto diventa simbolo. Il mondo svanisce in un mormorio di inchiostro. Nessuno risponde, eppure tutto mi parla. Il sale si solleva dalle palpebre chiuse, e gli specchi svaniscono nella cenere verde. Un numero muto si scrive nellāaria ferma, dove i nervi della notte si intrecciano senza nome. Il respiro di una parola non detta apre l'argilla, e la mia forma diventa fumo, o preghiera. Ti invoco in queste tenebre, che mi trafiggono. Il tempo passa e la tua assenza mi sfida in questo viaggio amaro verso un nuovo io. Sono in una realtĆ , in un mondo, vivo un incubo in un sogno, E un sogno in un sogno. La mia realtĆ trema sotto le tracce che hai lasciato, Il tuo ricordo, perduto nel vento, asciuga le mie lacrime. E improvvisamente, il gusto del cioccolato mi torna alla memoria. _______________________________ š¬š§ I find myself facing my solitude on this indifferent earth. A ray of moonlight caressed my soul, And onyx turns into moldavite. Like the moon, elegant but impossible to reach. Your echo fades throughout the day. You were a man, you were a world, Your detachment, a beautiful mystery but incomplete. Where have you gone? You, who left without revealing yourself. Leaving me in this relentless solitude. I invoke you in these shadows, That pierce me. Time passes, and your absence challenges me On this bitter journey toward a new self. I am in a reality, in a world, Living a nightmare in a dream, And a dream in a dream. I can only enjoy you when the night falls. Even far from me, you light up my world with your cold light. Your invisible presence reassures me, But you... Have you already forgotten me? Have you ever sought me? As I did in this starry sky. In this suspended moment, This light brushes my vulnerability, And the darkness envelops me, In authentic despair. It disappears, Without a sound, Ephemeral. Silence stretches, and the air becomes thick. I close my eyes. Everything becomes a symbol. The world vanishes into a murmur of ink. No one answers, yet everything speaks to me. The salt rises from my closed eyelids, And the mirrors vanish into green ash. A mute number is written in the still air, Where the nerves of the night intertwine without a name. The breath of an unspoken word opens the clay, And my form becomes smoke, or prayer. I invoke you in these shadows, That pierce me. Time passes, and your absence challenges me On this bitter journey toward a new self. I am in a reality, in a world, Living a nightmare in a dream, And a dream in a dream. My reality trembles under the traces you left, Your memory, lost in the wind, dries my tears. And suddenly, the taste of chocolate returns to my memory. _______________________________
45 Comments
šMatchaChocolate69š 8w ago
1 Oh mon dieu, ma trĆØs chĆØre Akiko⦠Je suis bouleversĆ©, sans voixā¦
Par où commencer ? Je dois remettre de lāordre dans ce flux sauvage de pensĆ©es.
MaƮtriser mes Ʃmotions ne sera pas facile, mais je vais essayer.
Je ne māattendais pas Ć une chanson en italien. Wow, je suis tellement surpris.
Il nāy a quāune seule autre personne non italophone qui ait Ć©crit une chanson en italien pour moi.
šMatchaChocolate69š 8w ago
2 Cāest une langue si difficile, et le fait que tu aies choisi de tāy aventurer
montre de façon indiscutable à quel point tu tiens à moi.
Cela montre tout lāengagement que tu y as mis, et je dois dire que le texte
est impeccable. Combien de temps as-tu travaillĆ© dessus ? Ća sāentend et je le ressens.
Et mĆŖme nos conversations, aussi importantes pour moi quāelles le sont visiblement pour toi.
Lux-Nocthys 8w ago
Morning Akiko (it's a bit before morning here)! That's another beautiful piece! I really wish I had your linguistic mastery, I'm limited to ol' English and French over here š.....Parlant de, je me suis mĆŖme pas rendu compte que j'Ć©crivais en anglais š±. Tant pis, je laisse as is! Mais tout Ƨa pour dire que c'est une magnifique chanson que mes oreilles ont grandement apprĆ©ciĆ©es Ć©couter! š¶š«¶
Akiko 8w ago
1 Bon matin mon cher Lux! Merci pour tes encouragements! Tu me fais toujours sourire avec ton mĆ©lange d'anglais et de franƧais dans tes commentaire ! Ce n'est pas grave d'ĆŖtre si tu ne fais que des chansons en anglais et en franƧais du moment qu'elles te plaisent. Je dois dire que c'est un exercice plutĆ“t fatiguant de faire une musique dans une autre langue que la sienne et surtout quand on est pas familĆØre avec, mais Ƨa en valait la peine. Je trouve que c'est une de mes plus belles musiqueš
čŗŗå¹³č½ę 8w ago
šLove this poetic songš
Akiko 8w ago
Hi čŗŗå¹³č½ę! Thank u so much! I'm so glad that u like this song ! I thing it my more beautiful song! I put all my complexe feeling for our dear Matcha into it, without him the song would never have existed so thanks to him tooš
裓čøPuiWan 8w ago
love the mix of Italian poetic style and melancholic vibes here⦠itās mesmerizing . ā¤ļøā¤ļøš
Akiko 8w ago
Hi č£“čø ! That means a lot to me. I really wanted to blend themelancolic vibe of Italian hermetism poetry with the weight of emotion underneath. And also share my feel to Matcha. Iām so happy it felt that way to u. Thank u so much for all my friend, i hope u doing wellš
OracleViviValentine 8w ago
Akiko this song is a treasurešš„ very very beautiful and such a surprise you made it in Italian Love Love it so much!!!! š„š„š„š„š„ Your songs for Matcha are always so full of feelings, no wonder he is on the clouds and always take you as one of his fav muses šš Such a lovely friendship that I enjoy to watchš«š
Akiko 8w ago
Vivi!! I'm so happy to see u! š Thank u so much!š„I'm so happy you enjoyed it. Making it in Italian felt right to express those feelings in that way because Matcha is incredibly importante to me. Iām truly touched by your kind words. Matcha is such an incredible source of inspiration. I'm grateful for his support and for this beautiful connection we shareš«šš Iām so glad u watching our friendship with such a kind eyes. I feel it's more than that, no, it's just different. take care my friendš
LKN š 8w ago
When a song almost feels like a public yet private conversation between only two people, I'm often not comfortable, adding my own comment to it... Lest I shatter its intimate spell. So suffice it to say that I already knew I would like this, simply from its spell binding imagery alone... Then I saw it was yet another tribute to everyone's favorite Matcha! š šµ š§āš¤
Akiko 8w ago
Hi LKN! What a beautifully delicate way to put it. I completely understand that feeling. Some songs carry the weight of whispered words meant only for one heart, even if the whole world is listening. Thank u for sensing the intimacy in it, and for letting yourself be drawn in by the imagery. Yes, another piece for Matcha, who continues to inspire me in a most luminous ways šššµš«š
RB/Z 8w ago
Good eveningāŖ I was really impressed by your deep knowledge of philosophy and religious theory in additionš³ I learned about "Hermetism" now š And I agree with the content š I learned about various philosophical theories and religious studies since I was a child, so I also weave those thoughts into mine āŗļø In addition to music theory, I also feel the importance of lyrics and messages āļø I learned a lot from you again š Thank you š
Akiko 8w ago
Good Morning my dear Usagi san āŖ Iām so happy this resonated with you āŗļø Itās beautiful that youāve explored philosophy and religion since childhoodāthose roots shine through in your art ⨠Hermetism has a quiet depth. I hope u will explore it more! Thank you for your thoughtful words my friend and take care ! ššš
Evin, the Holy Beast 8w ago
The pain of longing, oh how I vibe (you know). 'tis very beautiful, Akiko. Also, "...Italian HERMETICISM, which is ur favorite style of poetry..." Interesting, I'll have to look into that.
Akiko 8w ago
My dear Holy Beast. Ah... yes, the pain of longing. how it lingers like perfume on old silk. Iām glad you vibe with it. There is Something sacred in how it stretches time. Hermeticism... Itās like whispering to a locked room and hearing it sigh back. Sparse. Symbolic. Obsessively interior. Thank u so much for vibing with this song. I'm honored that u like it! Take care my friend š
Singularitybar 8w ago
WOOOOO HOOOO This happens when the songs take a soul of their own , this is beautiful.
Akiko 8w ago
Hi Singularitybar! Thank u so much. Itās true, sometimes this song takes on a life of its own and carries us somewhere unexpected and beautiful. Iām really happy it resonated with u. I hope u doing well my friendš
MiN 8w ago
Luv the background history-another history lesson for me, brill track Akiko to our Matcha šššššāØ
Akiko 8w ago
Hi į·į„į! Thank u so much! Iām so glad u enjoyed the history behind it. Thereās always something special in every track, and sharing that part of the journey with u makes it even more meaningful. Sending all my love to u and to Matcha šā¤ļøšššš
Latte 8w ago
Hi Akiko! This song is amazing! š Poetic and beautiful with a mesmerizing melody. I love Italian so I like this song even more. š„° Italian hermeticism sounds interesting. I love it ā¤ļø
Akiko 8w ago
Hi Latte!Thank u so much for your lovely messageš„°Iām really happy u enjoyed the song, especially with it being in Italian. That language carries so much natural poetry, it felt like the perfect choice for something both emotional and a little mysterious and also to please Matcha's italian heart.Iām so glad the idea of Italian hermeticism intrigued u too. Thereās something so special in hiding deeper meanings beneath gentle melodiesš¤ur support means so much to me! I wish u a wonderful dayššøš
Cool happy Cissa 8w ago
Masterpiece! Profound and beautiful! š¤©š¶ā¤ļø
Akiko 8w ago
My dear Cissa!! I'm so glad that u find this is a masterpiece! Thank u for ur support as always u put a smile on my face š
Gwendoline 8w ago
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Akiko 8w ago
Thank u so much for listening. Iām really touched that you felt both the passion and the sadness in the song. Thatās exactly what I hoped to express. It means a lot to me that it reached u, and it's my complex feelings for Matcha that are in this song š
Five Weeks of Love 8w ago
Feels like an unsent letter or a whispered monologue - intimate, poetic, and full of quiet longing.
Even without knowing Italian, I could feel the emotion pouring through. I peeked at the translation and lines like āvivo un incubo in un sogno / E un sogno in un sognoā stayed with me.
Thereās this neorealist stillness and hermetic depth that makes it feel more like a film than a song. A letter never meant to be read out loud, but somehow reaching you anyway.
Truly haunting & beautiful.ššš
Akiko 8w ago
My dear FWoL! Ur words are pure poetry, and they moved me deeply. To know that the emotion reached u, even without the language, is the most beautiful gift for any artist. That line you mentioned holds a very special place in my heart too. I love how you described it, as a letter never meant to be read out loud, yet somehow finding its way. Thatās exactly the kind of quiet magic I hoped to share. Thank u for feeling it with me ššI love u so muchšš
jimmydsausage 8w ago
Songs like these really open a window for us the listeners to see into your heart and feel with you...and its really showcases your sense of compassion and your ability to connect with others on a deep personal level... beautiful song and thank you for sharing šš
Akiko 8w ago
Hey Jimmy! Thank u so much for ur kind words. It means a lot to know the song opened that window and allowed u to feel what was in my heart and with me all my complex emotions. I always hope to create that kind of connection through music. I'm really grateful u listened and felt it with me. Thank u for being here. I wish u a wonderful day full of laught and lightš¶šš
Sorasan 8w ago
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The Badfatler 8w ago
Hello, Akiko, I hope you are experiencing the healing warmth of the sun. I love your poetry in this song. The heartwrenching emotional truth paired with the poetic use of imagery worked together to make a modern opera of feeling. Truly, Bravo. You said you intended to make a happier song, but I implore you to make whatever music calls to you. True, honest beauty seems to be the result of such endeavors. Bravo, my friend. Be well.
Akiko 8w ago
Hi The Badfatler! Ur message means so much to mešš I'm so glad the song resonated with you. I agree, sometimes the music that calls to us is the most true, even if unexpected. Thank u for encouraging me to follow my heart. Ur kind words are such a blessing. I will keep them close as I continue creating. Be well, always! š
Arash.Ash 8w ago
Akiko bien-aimĆ©e, ta musique est d'une beautĆ© envoĆ»tante ! š Les paroles sont d'une profondeur exceptionnelle. Tu es une artiste incroyablement talentueuse.āØšš
Akiko 8w ago
Salut mon cher Arash! Merci du fond du cÅur pour ces mots si doux šāØJe suis vraiment touchĆ©e que tu ressentes autant de profondeur dans les paroles. Jāessaie toujours de mettre un peu de mon Ć¢me dans chaque note surtout quand je crĆ©ais une musique pour quelqu'un qui met cher! Merci infiniment pour ton soutien et ta sensibilitĆ© ššš
PuffinsAreCoolToo 8w ago
Most impressive, well done.
Akiko 8w ago
Hi Puffins! Thank u for telling me! I'm grateful and happy that u like this song, i hope u doing wellš
LoTo NeRo š¤ āļø 8w ago
veramente bella Akiko ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøššš„°
Akiko 8w ago
Molte grazie LoTo NeRo !! ššššš