Dreams

I’m up all night, spreading good vibes in the air, But behind the mask, I’m hiding the despair. The world sees the smile, but they don’t see the fight, In the silence of the night, I’m battling for my life. (Pre-Chorus) Like a piece of me’s missing, like I wasn’t made whole, Why am I left with this emptiness I can’t let go? I’m searching for answers, but they’re hard to find, Why does it feel like I’m losing my mind? (Chorus) In my dreams, she’s 5’6”, brown hair, but I can’t see her face, Why can’t my brain let me see her just once? She’s the girl I’m chasing, the one I can’t replace, But every time I get close. I try to hold on, but she fades away, Every morning, I’m left with nothing to say. I’m reaching for her, but she’s gone by the time I open my eyes, Left with just a memory, a lingering sigh. (Pre-Chorus) Like a piece of me’s missing, like I wasn’t made whole, Why am I left with this emptiness I can’t let go? I’m searching for answers, but they’re hard to find, Why does it feel like I’m losing my mind? (Chorus) In my dreams, she’s 5’6”, brown hair, but I can’t see her face, Why can’t my brain let me see her just once? She’s the girl I’m chasing, the one I can’t replace, But every time I get close (Bridge) I wake up falling out of bed, My heart’s racing, my soul feels dread. I’m trying to be strong, but it’s hard to pretend, That I’m okay when I’m breaking again and again. So I’ll keep on fighting, keep on pushing through, Maybe someday I’ll find my way to you. And maybe then I’ll see your face, And finally, I’ll find my place.