Gloomy Life

[instrumental intro] [Verse 1] My life has been ruined, from the day I was born (I was born). Coz' every step that I take has always been so wrong (so wrong). Hatred and deception, is all I got from this selfish world (selfish world). Nothing more than that, I've gained from you people (you people). [Chorus] From my childhood, I've been so lonesome. Tired of finding a friend, I feel so down. What a promise, I've made in my life. I'm chasing for someone, I'll never find. [Verse 2] Negative thoughts arise continously, in my immature mind. Coz' I've inherited a genetic disease, by which I'm victimized (I'm victimized). What a way, I'm living my life! I'm searching for the reasons to know myself (know myself). [Chorus] From my childhood, I've been so lonesome. Tired of finding a friend, I feel so down. What a promise, I've made in my life! I'm chasing for someone, I'll never find. [Instrumental music] [Verse 3] Why its always me who is stuck in all these troubles? Why tension is my only friend, everytime I've all these problems? Should I blame my surroundings for all of this? Or should I blame myself for the curse I seem to be infected with? [Bridge] It's difficult to understand the reasons, I'm struggling. So lonely and confusing is this life I'm living. [Outro] From my childhood, I've been so lonesome. Tired of finding a friend, I feel so down. What a promise, I've made in my life! I'm chasing for someone, I'll never find.