Shadow goblins wrestle in my head, they argue which gets to torment me next. By gods, I know, I must have been hexed. I wonder, for which crime? Couldn't hazard a guess, hazard a guess... lifetime search- for some demon to blame, But it has my name... it has my name. Built from so much hate and shame- It cannot be tamed. A lifelong parasite- It screams inside. Constantly it screams- It screams... for sweet release. Sticky poison words. It speaks with my mouth. Against my will, those cruel words- They come tumbling out. Pure judgment uncontained- Tight hold on my brain. A helpless victim to it too. Trust I hate that bitch as much as you do. lifetime search- for some demon to blame, But it has my name... it has my name... Built from so much hate and shame- It cannot be tamed. A lifelong parasite- It screams inside. Constantly it screams- It screams... for sweet release. Against my will, cruel words They come tumbling out. This shadow goblin unleashed. Never ceases to amaze. I fight it too. I swear that I do... Though I wish it could be— How I wish it could be... But an arrow, once loosed- Once loosed, in fact— It can't be taken back. Can't you see? It isn't me. Trapped under the weight too, Right there beside you. Can't seem to get free. Just save yourself, Go on without me. Mocking, hateful thing, It lurks within. It screams inside me. For sweet release. Relief. (Lyrics written by ParanoidAndroid)