A World Without.

[Intro {Catchy Upbeat Mid tempo Trumpet and Saxophone}] [Verse a] I wonder if she looks back, On the time that we had. I'm willing to bet, actually I expect, That she only remembers the bad. [Verse {Continue Horns. gradually introduce electric guitar with slight distortion, finally bringing in the whole band}] But if you were to ask me, [Ad Lib Spoken] (No one did) I remember how much I used to smile. Because it was the last time I did, And it would be‚ for a while. [Verse] I had found something special, I knew it the moment we met. But my past had destroyed me, My mind wasn't quite right yet. [Ad Lib Spoken] (Fucked in da head) My shattered emotions, Couldn't handle her love. I knew that as I was, I would never be enough. [Ad Lib Spoken] (Fell Short) [Pre-Chorus] I was so scared that I would lose her. I made it a self fulfilling prophecy. Proclaimed myself master of my fate, Authored my demise is more likely. [Chorus] They say hindsight is twenty twenty, Of course now I clearly see, I never wanted a world without her. I just needed one with me. [Instrumental Break {Mixture of Horns, Electric Guitar, Bouncy Piano, And Thumping Drum Line.}] I'm aware it wasn't her fault, For the bullshit from my past. Didn't help that my tortured brain, Kept saying it would never last. Kept thinking she was too good, In a league way out of mine. If i could just block my demons out, Everything would be just fine. I've had some time to heal myself, So now when I start to look back. See things so much clearer, More defined in white and black I have no doubts she was the right person, It was the timing that was off. I know I made the right decision, But it still feels like a loss. [Spoken] (Can't win) [Pre-Chorus] I was so scared that I would lose her I made it a self fulfilling prophecy. Proclaimed myself master of my fate, Authored my demise is more likely. [Chorus] They say hindsight is twenty twenty, Of course now I clearly see, I never wanted a world without her, I just needed one with me.