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November 17, 2024 at 5:02 PMv3

[intro, instrumental] [verse] It’s a brand new morning It appears I survived the night My brain won’t ever stop churning Don’t think I’ll ever be alright I’d like to live a normal life With no worry, no fear I’d like at least just one whole day With a mind that’s crystal clear [chorus] A-a-a-ah everything freaks me the fuck out Always second guessing all my thoughts Always suspicious of everyone A-a-a-ah everything freaks me the fuck out Always thinking people hate me So I’ll just have to hate them first, yeah [verse] I found me a new doctor And she prescribed me some pills They’ll stop my brain from churning Hold the panic and keep it still This could be the key to a normal life Do I even remember how that feels? Let’s try to get through one whole day Without panic nipping at my heels [chorus] A-a-a-ah everything freaks me the fuck out Always second guessing all my thoughts Always suspicious of everyone A-a-a-ah everything freaks me the fuck out Always thinking people hate me So I’ll just have to hate them first, yeah [bridge] I don’t know if this is really working I mean at least I’m sleeping through the night But everything feels muted and suppressed What happened to my fight or flight? I can’t be this chill all the time I think these meds may have stunted my mind What do I do? O-o-o-o-oh no-o-o-o [guitar solo, string orchestra] [chorus] A-a-a-ah everything freaks me the fuck out Always second guessing all my thoughts Always suspicious of everyone A-a-a-ah everything freaks me the fuck out Always thinking people hate me So I’ll just have to hate them first, yeah [instrumental interlude] [verse] It’s another new day And things don’t really seem much better My anxiety seems scorned And refuses to leave my mind unfettered Because just when I feel as though I’ve got a handle on things There’s my anxiety whispering in my ear Lurking in the wings [chorus] A-a-ah anxiety freaks me the fuck out Always questioning what I’ve done Always suspicious of the meds I take A-a-ah anxiety freaks me the fuck out It’s like a jilted lover that won’t move on So I guess I’ll have to move on first, yeah [end song] [refrain] Ahh ahh ahh ahh Ahh ahh ahh ahh Ahh ahh ahh ahh Ahhhh [outro guitar solo] [end song] [end song]