[Satriani style metal lead guitar intro, classical music motif played acoustic blending into electric distortion, menacing sound, dolby atmos high mix, ultramodern production] [Verse, gently sung][subdued vocals] The hardest things to remember arent bad memories, though I suffered brokenly for decades with the need, Dissaray of friendships Driven to extinction ,just As bonds that seemed immutable Were crushed within the fray The hardest memories are crystalized remains of what was good, [Menacing, screamed lyrics] Nooow. I. DON'T EXIIIIIIIIIIIST! [METAL RYTHYM Guitar breakdown with distorted bass and drums which drop off then begin again] [Deeper guttural growl][motif] BREATHIIIIIIIIING !! [BROKEEEEEEEEN!] (SCREAMIIIING!!) [Verse gently sung, acoustic guitars play same melody][soft vocals gently sung] I never beieved i could have do or be, I was immersed in my grieving pathetically Just as the rest of the sum of my efforts has ended up sadly inadequate always, [Second voice harmonizing] Even after all the darkness somewhere a triumph was won [Single voice again] But the redundant misfortune accosts me it cannot be reasoned with it is a [Screaming vocals][prechorus menacing distorted guitar riff] FUUUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRR! MOTHERRR FUUUCKERRRRRRRR! I am A ProDuCT of gross diSSILLUSion ! Shell of the perSON I USED TO BE BRIEFLY! I CANT BELIEVE I PIT OT SO SUCCINCTLY! my Life was trivialiZed as a CHILD SO NOW I TREAT MY LIFE AS IF IT SHOULD BE NOTHING! [CHORUS] I. DesERVED. (IIIIIIIT!) NOW, COMES THE PART I EXPECTED EVERY DISSOLVED HOPE OR DREAM IS REJECTED!(AAAAAAAAHHH!) I HAFTA RIP UP THE SCRIPT I WAS GIVEN! I MUST RIP! THE.WHOLE SCRIPT! [LEAD GUITAR SOLO ][ANGRY BACKGROUND GROWLING] [Verse] [Prechorus] [Motif] [Outro]