Alone In My Heart

[Verse 1] When I’m with them, my so-called friends, I smile, I laugh, I play pretend. Sometimes it’s real, sometimes it’s fake, They smile back—do they feel the same? [Pre-Chorus] A whisper here, a rolling eye, A wicked grin, a hidden lie… Doubt is creeping in again, Are they really my friends? [Chorus] I see their faces, I hear their lies, But do they see what’s locked inside? I reach for hands that pull away, Will I be left to fade away? [Verse 2] When I’m with them, my family, Do they really care for me? A fight, a word, a silent knife, Cutting deeper every night! [Breakdown] It stabs, it stings, it burns inside! I bleed, I fall, I’m left behind! Am I a burden? A fucking mistake? A ghost in a world that I can’t escape? [Bridge] And when I’m alone… they whisper again. The demons, they slither, they dig in my skin. “You are nothing. You’re a disgrace. Why were you born? You’re a fucking waste.” [Final Chorus] I see their faces, I hear their lies, But do they see what’s locked inside? I reach for hands that pull away, Will I be left to fade away? [Outro] It’s just me… and my battle… alone in my heart.