17-year-old me～17才の私～

Mom says "Go home earlier" Dad doesn't know my real world My friends smile, but sometimes they fake a smile When I look around, everyone seems perfect Life through the filter of social media My pride is determined by the number of "likes" But I'm really scared Is it okay to stay like this? Where are you going? 17-year-old me, laughing and crying I should be free, but I'm somehow anxious The future is so far away, so close, but I can't see it Hey, will I be loved as I am? In the corner of the classroom, I quietly check social media That girl's post has the tag "best life ever" But rumors fly in the school hallway Whose words do I want to believe? Life through the filter of social media My pride is determined by the number of "likes" But I'm really scared Is it okay to stay like this? Where are you going? 17-year-old me, laughing and crying I should be free, but I'm somehow anxious The future is so far away, yet so close, I can't see it Hey, will you love me as I am? I look up at the night sky and silently wish "I don't want to do it for someone else, I want to be me" The stars whisper "You're shining enough as you are now" Hey, can I believe you? 17-year-old me, but I still move forward I still can't see the answer I wonder if I'll be able to laugh someday as I am Hey, I want to be loved as I am ママは言うの「もっと早く帰りなさい」 パパは知らない 私の本当の世界 友達は笑顔 でもときどき作り笑い 周囲を見ると 誰もが完璧に見える SNSのフィルター越しの人生 「いいね」の数で決まる 私のプライド でも 本当は怖いの このままでいいの？ どこへ行くの？ 17才の私 笑って泣いて 自由なはずが どこか不安で 未来は遠くて 近くて見えない ねぇ 私のままで 愛されるの？ 教室の隅で そっとSNSをチェックするの あの子の投稿に "人生最高" のタグ だけど噂が飛び交う 学校の廊下 信じたいのは 誰の言葉？ SNSのフィルター越しの人生 「いいね」の数で決まる 私のプライド でも 本当は怖いの このままでいいの？ どこへ行くの？ 17才の私 笑って泣いて 自由なはずが どこか不安で 未来は遠くて 近くて見えない ねぇ 私のままで 愛されるの？ 夜空を見上げて そっと願うの 「誰かのためじゃなく 私でいたい」 星が囁く "今の君で充分、輝いているよ" ねぇ 信じていいの？ 17才の私 それでも進む 答えはまだ見えないけど このままの私で いつか笑えるかな ねぇ 私のままで 愛されたい