Faith/Fear (You've Left Me Alone)

I'm so worldly, I’ve lost my direction again… I’ve lost your affection again… you’ve left me alone… The feelings linger in places I thought I was free… Never to know why you left me… you’ve left me alone… [Chorus: (Vocals: Haunting, layered harmonies)] Slowly… getting used to being alone. Mostly… gaining sins I can never atone. [Verse 2: (Vocals: Intense, building)] Father, please don’t despise me, We all lose our way in the end. I’ll be on your path once again… you’ve left me alone… This weight feels heavy, I’m sinking so deep in the ground. Like in dreams where my screams make no sound. you’ve left me alone… [Chorus: (Vocals: Haunting, layered harmonies)] Slowly… getting used to being alone. Mostly… gaining sins I can never atone. [Bridge: (Vocals: Confessional, emotional)] Torn between faith and fear, what are we doing here? Standing on edges, skipping the cracks, forgiveness, atonement, both things that we lack… All these sins that I own, and the ones I don’t know, burning these seeds I’ve sown, darkness chills to the bone, dragging me from my home… (you’ve left me alone) further from home… [Chorus] Slowly… getting used to being alone. Mostly… gaining sins I can never atone. [Instrumental] [Final Chorus: (Stripped Down)] Slowly… getting used to being alone. Mostly… gaining sins I can never atone. Lonely… doing things that I don’t condone. Boldly… placing my faith into the unknown. Holy…. getting back to the path that you’ve shown If Only… I can soften my heart made of stone….. [Outro] but, you’ve left me alone