
Tired of Wearing My skin
[INTRO] [INSTRUMENTAL] [Drum Solo] [Verse 1] In the calm I am rough waters, In silence I am a scream In a dream I am the nightmare In my life I am not my queen [Verse 2] Under the bed, my brain is the monster, The one that I can't fight The one you judge outside, It is inside that I always come last [Verse 3] It is not just your try harder It's not a matter of willpower You don't understand, For you I am flighty, Goofy and and wacky Inside I'm a tortured mind But you won't... un-der-stand [Chorus 2] Outside I am just lazy, I am at fault , I am a flunk I have excuses, not guilt And I show no remorse, And inside is so much worse [Verse 3] I am tired of wearing my skin, A dress that just won't fit, I am tired of all this masking, Keeping it quiet, It is exhausting I burn out, I need to scream (In all this silence) (Just keep it quiet) (Keep it within your skin) [Verse 4] I see my smile in the mirror, I can see why you're confused, When I fail there's no excuse, [Chorus 3] If this is a game I am the pawn, If this is a game It is not fun, In my games there are no rules If there are, they are no use [Verse 5] When I just try harder, I scream and there's just silence When I walk, My goal just seems farther, [Build] [Drum solo] [Verse 6] So very tired of wearing my skin, Like a dress that just won't fit They call it masking, It is exhausting, I am just stuck, I can't move on [Bridge] [Just drums riff] This is a battle of my own [Pianissimo] [Verse 7] I'm tired of my skin, And I can't just give in And I just lose control It is a battle of my own [Build] [Crescendo] [Outro] [END] PRE-Chorus] [Verse 6] So very tired of wearing my skin, Like a dress that just won't fit They call it masking, It is exhausting, I am just stuck, I can't move on [Bridge] [Just drums riff] A a battle of my own [Pianissimo] [Pre chorus] [Spectacular drums] [drum solo] [GREGORIAN FEMALE CHOIR] [Verse 7] I'm tired of my skin, And I can't just give in And I just lose control It is a battle of my own [Build] [Crescendo] [pianissimo] [whisper][whispered] Tired of wearing my skin, Tired of this, this battle of my own I'm tired, and I'm tired on my own [pianissimo] [Pre-Outro] [Outro] [END] [Stop] [outro] [end] --------------------------------- Original lyrics written by Sergio M. Bustamante
15 Comments
Danhawk 9w ago
Being trapped in the body, in obsessive thinking is a horror. More than our bodies, more than our thoughts, points the way to freedom.
Singularitybar 9w ago
This is an inner reflection and you make a great point. I always thought so as well... and sometimes I still do.
And I try. I practice and help others learn to apply mindfulness, Tai-chi, CBT and DBT, and in my case Meditation with Pain - which has helped a lot, but I have some circumstances where your body and thoughts ground you in. Look up Cluster headaches. Then look-up bipolar disorder. Then look up Stroke. Then look-up Conversive Disorder seizures. then look up Fibromyalgia.
Suno Star Beats (sunox)💫🧿 10w ago
Love it ❤️❤️
Singularitybar 9w ago
Thank you so much! :-)
Жанна Жабкина 10w ago
Зацепило. Мурашки по коже.
Singularitybar 10w ago
Спасибо большое! Очень рад, что вам понравилось. Ваши песни просто фантастические!
You have such beautiful songs. I used google translate for many of them (and for this message) :-)
🐦🔥 ᗰIᑎ🐦🔥 10w ago
beautiful ❤️
Singularitybar 10w ago
Thank you so much :-) This ia very personal one, I think I still have to make "A battle of my own" which I wrote right after this one, since just by writing, it triggered many other things I needed to let out.
FDLhead 🎻🐦⬛🪶📕☘️🍃💙 11w ago
Playlisted. Hits hard. 🙏🤘😊
Singularitybar 11w ago
Thank you so much... It did when I wrote it as well, might be sung by a female voice, but the lyrics are, well, real, a lot of times.
✧Helix Dissonance✧ ✧らせん不協和音✧ 12w ago
🔥✨ Beautiful Track and Meaningful Lyrics Mate ✨🔥🤘🏻
Singularitybar 12w ago
Thank you so much! And it means even more coming from you, your songs are wonderful. I'm not a big fan of Anime and I loved the songs! I'll keep listening to your songs.
ᴀɴᴊᴀ ᴀꜱᴛʀᴀ⛥ 8w ago
I can really totally relate to the lyrics with obsessive thinking, it's not easy.. yet you made art out of it, really beautiful😭
Singularitybar 8w ago
Thank you so much for your beautiful comment.... It was not an easy song, it is literally how I feel most days. You made my day with your comment, and at the same time that I'm alone in this sense. - Sending you a big virtual hug.
AtomicNeoclassical9554 9w ago
Powerful. You seem to be doing a marvelous job translating obsessive thinking into machine gun art and I feel fortunate and honored to partake in it.
Singularitybar 8w ago
Thank you so much. :-) I'm still trying, to take in the depth of your comment. The honor is all mine.
Jeffrey Myky 10w ago
Good work 👍
Singularitybar 9w ago
Thank yoiu so much Jeffrey! :) (sorry for replying so late, better late than never. It means a lot coming from youi. :-)
LiivikaS 7w ago
Deep topic. Sadly, it is true for many, who can't express it fully...
Singularitybar 7w ago
Thank you so much for your beautiful comment... I've tried and tried over and over to express it. It is really, well, exhausting. I am so happy that I found someone that, even in just one comment, makes me feel like this time it might have carried through the feeling, at least partially.
I know I'm not alone, but stilly trying to move through it rather than do more "masking" - which i have to do on a daily basis - not by choice.
TADANO 7w ago
เพลงนี้ได้สะท้อนความรู้สึกและอารมณ์ที่รุนแรงออกมาได้ชัดเจนเหลือเกิน เป็นธรรมดาของชีวิตที่เรามักจะเจอสิ่งไม่รักไม่ชอบใจทั้งจากภายนอกและภายในร่างกาย ถ้าเรายอมรับรู้เห็นตามความเป็นจริงความทุกข์ใจก็จะบรรเทาลงไปเอง (This song clearly reflects the intense feelings and emotions. It is normal in life that we often encounter things we don't like, both externally and internally. If we accept and see the truth, the suffering will naturally ease.)
Singularitybar 7w ago
100% agree. Sometimes, it's a little bit more complex though, when the brain, and mind as the one that lives in the habitat not just of the brain, doesn't cooperate, it blinds the truth that one already knows.
The internal power that knowing that the suffering will be relieved, is what keeps us going, even if it keeps us down for a long time before breaking out of the lower episode.
:) Beautiful comment.
Fred Ek 8w ago
Następny świetny utwór. 🎶 🔥 ✨ 💪
Singularitybar 8w ago
Dziękuję bardzo, to za mało za całe wasze wsparcie. Słuchanie moich piosenek, to prawdziwy zaszczyt. Dziękuję za to i za piękne piosenki, które tworzycie za każdym razem
MortAdela 8w ago
👍👏👏
Singularitybar 8w ago
Thanks so much!
Danhawk 9w ago
To AtomicNeoclassical9554 1d ago
"Vipassana is my love and passion but there are thousands alternatives. Still sometimes all these methods are too hardcore for the current state or condition."
Yes, the simplicity of being is something the distracted mind, looking outside of itself for fulfillment cannot comprehend. It's too simple. Truth is simple, though not easy to live..
Queenbitch 6w ago
This is so real 💔😔🖤