[intro] You said “patience,” Like it wasn’t the slowest form of death. But I waited. And you never came back. --- [verse_1] I counted stars like apologies That never came — just vacancy You held the door, but locked it twice Then asked me why I couldn’t try --- [pre_chorus] You called it fate, I called it fake You blamed the storm while you watched me break --- [chorus] Because even death hates “maybe one day” It’s the cruelest thing you’ll never say I held on for a whisper, you gave me delay I’m done bleeding for someday I’ll bury the wait with yesterday --- [verse_2] I wrote a future in phantom ink It fades each time I try to think I swore I'd matter if I stayed But ghosts don’t get to be saved --- [breakdown – scream: subhuman, guttural, demonic] You dangled hope like it was mine But it was always just your way to buy time You kept me praying with broken hands While planning life with better plans I WON’T RHOT HERE HOLDING BACK YOUR PROMISES TURNED TO A HEART ATTACK IF TIME HEALS—WHY DO I STILL BLEED? I'LL RHIP THE ROOTS YOU PLANTED IN ME --- [bridge – clean] One day never comes But it leaves scars like it lived here Every second that I waited Felt like dying just to disappear --- [final_chorus] Because even death hates “maybe one day” It’s the knife you twist and hide away You said there’s still time, I said I’m afraid Of waking up still chained to faith So I cut the rope and walked away --- [outro] And if you come back, don’t call my name I’m no longer holding space Not for you Not for someday.