Divine clarity

Staring out into nothing all that's haunting myhearts bones have busted and broken In a moment where I could see my life playback When can I stop waking myself with screaming If I can have one chance to go back I would answer tell my past self everything because I know he wouldn't want that Oh God I know now I know who would want that would say that these last seconds would he listen I don't think so He'd condemn the life that I said he would have Hard to believe that our love turned into weapons I have been through too much and I come too far my son and daughter bring my strength and all I need There's love and life beyond the cold stone walls Have hope in the spirit and strength in my soul my heart is now healed it's a place where true Grace lives I can never look back to waste another minute what did I do wrong or if I could have it all back a second chance to rise above and face this I'm overwhelmed with emotion I never have to ever live without their unconditional embraces Without another thought God reaches down and now I'm flying in the Father's glory giving him all my trust The storming raging past sinful enemies decay and crumble becomes the ashes of a past me and his memories See I can read you the pages from a book in my old testament my praise is to God because my new path is paved in love and protecting my children and their Innocence I listen the holy Spirit who brought me from the dead, told me I was never lost because the saving hands of my angels never left My purpose and Glory in life is a golden bridge now I'm a god fearing warrior I'm heaven sent