[Verse 1] Focus on what you can control, they say, But the words never sink in all the way. I’m trying hard, but it’s a losing fight, Can’t let go, can’t make it right. [Pre-Chorus] In this battle I can’t seem to win, Knowing it stings like a thorn within. I hold my ground, I won’t fade away, Even if it just wastes the day. [Chorus] I thought you loved me, but maybe I’m wrong, I was confused by the pull all along. You love in your way, not in mine, And no matter what, I don’t feel fine, Not at all. [Verse 2] I don’t know why I thought I could control you, Maybe I was a fool for wanting to. But I can’t stand being under your hand, They all say it’s best, but I don’t understand. [Bridge] I did what you wanted, thought it’d be enough, But you needed more, and the road got rough. I made a sacrifice, let go of my plan, In hopes I’d find peace, but it slipped from my hand. [Chorus] Thought I could strike a deal somehow, Give you my love, but where is it now? Blame you for the ache I feel inside, Maybe I’m wrong, but I can't let it slide. Not at all. [Outro] Can’t accept what I don’t understand, Maybe it’s life, maybe it’s out of hand. If this is meant to be, I don’t see the truth, So I’ll keep searching, I’ll search for proof. [Chorus] I thought you loved me, but maybe I’m wrong, I was confused by the pull all along. You love in your way, not in mine, And no matter what, I don’t feel fine, Not at all. Thought I could strike a deal somehow, Give you my love, but where is it now? Blame you for the ache I feel inside, Maybe I’m wrong, but I can't let it slide. Not at all. Not at all. Not at all. Not at all.