Stuck in the Mud

Why would you ask me to do this? Why would you ask me to do this? How could you let me go through this? How can I make it back to this? You didn't have to do this... You didn't have to do this... You didn't have to do this... You didn't have to do this... You didn't have to do this... I'm stuck in the mud I'm covered in blood And I'm not going out today This is where I'll stay... forever My room's a disaster I'm covered in plaster And you only slept half the night I was cursing at the moonlight... watching you I can think of so many excuses For why I think they think I'm useless I know they think I'm useless... I know... Why do I even care?! I'm pulling out my hair! Turning my back-back towards the city Honestly, how did you get that pretty? Not taking you back to see your boyfriend I'm hoping you've had a 'special' weekend!! My memory's all sensations I'm bad at these conversations You've wasted away to nothing now Got to get rid of this sick somehow... And I should've stayed in school I should have brought you flowers too I want to keep you near... Think they'd look for you here? Why do I even care?! I'm pulling out my hair! Turning my back-back towards the city Honestly, how did you get that pretty? Not taking you back to see your boyfriend I'm hoping you've had a 'special' weekend!! Why would you ask me to do this? Why would you ask me to do this? How could you let me go through this? How can I make back to this? You didn't have to do this... You didn't have to do this... You didn't have to do this... You didn't have to do this... You didn't have to do this...