open but closed

Where I go I do not know I've been here to long As time ticks by Start to realize that I just don't belong Open but closed Hidden yet exposed What might it be If you opened your eyes you'd come to realize It's reality As time did skip We started to slip Went our own way Every now and then I hear from you again But it ain't quite the same First but last Future yet the past What might it be If you opened your eyes you'd come to realize it's reality You and I You and I try You and I go different ways Every now then I hear from you again but it ain't quite the same Breathe out slow Slowly letting go The past What might it be If you opened your eyes you'd come to realize it's reality Sometimes I wish that things were better Most times hope this moment dont change Sometimes I never met her Most times I wish I knew what to say Fast yet slow High yet low What might it be If you opened your eyes you'd come to realize it's reality Black yet white Wrong yet right What might it be If you opened your eyes you'd come to realize it's reality Time Time after time Ya time will never change You and I You and I try You and I go different ways Sometimes I wish that things were better Most times hope this moment dont change Sometimes I never met her Most times I wish I knew what to say