No Pearls

black and Grey colours my way here comes another day as my world rots away no matter where I turn everything burned there ain't no pearls nothing shimmers in my world, no more life was fun on the run high heels I played the field there were times I had it all I pulled the blind on my mind, hit the floor on all fours crawling in the dark bumping into walls my party is a karaoke in a morgue I cant take this anymore sunrise here I go again, the rain dont wash away my pain the way I moved through this world always turned good into a wrecking ball oh what have I become Im lost, everything is numb A headcase on a moonscape God I hate this ride why do I need an alibi to die while Im still alive. Hanging by a thread looping in my head some things are better left unsaid need a soul revival just to get out of bed was i born,,, sentenced to death life gives me no pearls the dark surrounds my inner world Its a vicious cycle a one way downward spiral life gives me no pearls I don’t feel a thing Numb is all that I’ve ever been Burning bridges just to stay alive Living like a ghost, I cant thrive life gives me no pearls I just want a normal world Is this life sentence the devils intention maybe Gods depression, or is it my obsession. No Pearls No Pearls Please God Ive done my time, show me the exit sign. Let me get off this ride so I can shine again I don't wanna cry no more just point me at the exit door Where is the exit door