-- 漂流少年 --

high-tone female j-singer, vocal flips, voice cracks, vocal fry, uplifting, [ELECTRO-POP+ J-POP+ glitch-pop+ POP-PUNK+ Math-ROCK+ FUSION], Synth, Drums, Guitar, Piano, WOBBLE BASS, 13/8 Time Signature

April 22, 2025 at 10:28 AMv4

こんな日々が　ずっと続くわけじゃない
わかってるのに　抜け出せないまま
ふわふわ（ふらふら）した僕の影だけ
街の隅で　黙って揺れてる

壊れそうで　壊せないままで
今日も息をするだけで精一杯
強くなんてなくていい
でも　終われない

空き缶だって　誰かが拾えば
新しい何かに　なれるってこと？
くだらないって　笑いながら
それでも　信じたいんだ

Drifting again　夜に揺られて
この心　壊れかけてもいい
Love me, need me　願いが届けば
愛されたいだけじゃない
僕だって　誰かを守りたい

[Verse 2]
「人って何？」って　問いかけながら
曖昧な正しさに　寄りかかってる
もし君が　僕の命を望むなら
笑って渡せるかな

孤独を飲んで　涙を抱いて
それでも優しく　ありたくて
矛盾ばかりの自分を
笑ってごまかす夜

期待なんて　もう持たないように
でも希望は　手放したくなくて
バランスだけで生きてる僕を
誰か　見つけてくれたらいいな

Drifting again　まだ彷徨って
光より　温もりが欲しくて
Hold me, feel me　嘘でも構わない
誰かの幸せになれたら
僕はここに　生きてる意味がある

I wanna give… not just take
I wanna feel… before I break
Am I alone… or just awake?

夜と夜をつなぐだけで
なんとか立ってる命

Drifting again　痛み抱えたまま
未来より　今を抱きしめたい
Love me, need me　叫びながらでも
いつかきっと　愛せるように
僕を僕で　救いたいだけなんだ

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[Verse 1]
This kind of life won’t last forever, I know,
Yet I’m stuck, unable to let it go.
My wavering, unsteady shadow alone,
Silently sways on the city’s cornerstone.

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Fragile, yet I can’t let myself break,
Just breathing today is all I can take.
I don’t need to be strong, you see,
But still, I can’t let it end for me.

[Chorus 1]
Even an empty can, when picked up by someone’s hand,
Can transform into something new, something grand.
Laughing it off as foolish nonsense,
Still, I want to believe in its existence.
Drifting again, swayed by the night,
Even if my heart is breaking, it’s all right.
Love me, need me, if my wish can reach,
It’s not just love—I want to protect, to teach.

[Verse 2]
"What does it mean to be human?" I ask aloud,
Leaning on vague correctness in the crowd.
If you desired my life, my very breath,
Could I smile and hand it to you, even in death?

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Swallowing loneliness, holding back tears,
Still yearning to stay kind throughout my fears.
This contradiction of myself I nightly embrace,
Laughing to mask it, keeping up the pace.

[Chorus 2]
I’ve stopped having expectations long ago,
But hope is something I can’t let go.
Living only in balance, barely alive,
If someone found me, could I thrive?
Drifting again, still wandering astray,
Yearning for warmth more than light’s array.
Hold me, feel me, even if it’s a lie,
If I could bring someone happiness, I’d try.
Then maybe I’d find meaning to exist,
A reason why I’m here, held in this midst.

[Bridge]
I wanna give, not just take,
I wanna feel, before I break.
Am I alone, or just awake?
Living from night to night,
Just barely standing in life’s faint light.

[Chorus 3]
Drifting again, still carrying pain,
I want to embrace now, rather than future’s gain.
Love me, need me, even as I scream,
Someday, I’ll learn to love, redeem.
I only want to save myself,
To rescue the me, left on the shelf.

こんな日々が　ずっと続くわけじゃないわかってるのに　抜け出せないままふわふわ（ふらふら）した僕の影だけ街の隅で　黙って揺れてる壊れそうで　壊せないままで今日も息をするだけで精一杯強くなんてなくていいでも　終われない空き缶だって　誰かが拾えば新しい何かに　なれるってこと？くだらないって　笑いながらそれでも　信じたいんだ Drifting again　夜に揺られてこの心　壊れかけてもいい Love me, need me　願いが届けば愛されたいだけじゃない僕だって　誰かを守りたい [Verse 2] 「人って何？」って　問いかけながら曖昧な正しさに　寄りかかってるもし君が　僕の命を望むなら笑って渡せるかな孤独を飲んで　涙を抱いてそれでも優しく　ありたくて矛盾ばかりの自分を笑ってごまかす夜期待なんて　もう持たないようにでも希望は　手放したくなくてバランスだけで生きてる僕を誰か　見つけてくれたらいいな Drifting again　まだ彷徨って光より　温もりが欲しくて Hold me, feel me　嘘でも構わない誰かの幸せになれたら僕はここに　生きてる意味がある I wanna give… not just take I wanna feel… before I break Am I alone… or just awake? 夜と夜をつなぐだけでなんとか立ってる命 Drifting again　痛み抱えたまま未来より　今を抱きしめたい Love me, need me　叫びながらでもいつかきっと　愛せるように僕を僕で　救いたいだけなんだ ------------------------------------------ [Verse 1] This kind of life won’t last forever, I know, Yet I’m stuck, unable to let it go. My wavering, unsteady shadow alone, Silently sways on the city’s cornerstone. [Pre-Chorus 1] Fragile, yet I can’t let myself break, Just breathing today is all I can take. I don’t need to be strong, you see, But still, I can’t let it end for me. [Chorus 1] Even an empty can, when picked up by someone’s hand, Can transform into something new, something grand. Laughing it off as foolish nonsense, Still, I want to believe in its existence. Drifting again, swayed by the night, Even if my heart is breaking, it’s all right. Love me, need me, if my wish can reach, It’s not just love—I want to protect, to teach. [Verse 2] "What does it mean to be human?" I ask aloud, Leaning on vague correctness in the crowd. If you desired my life, my very breath, Could I smile and hand it to you, even in death? [Pre-Chorus 2] Swallowing loneliness, holding back tears, Still yearning to stay kind throughout my fears. This contradiction of myself I nightly embrace, Laughing to mask it, keeping up the pace. [Chorus 2] I’ve stopped having expectations long ago, But hope is something I can’t let go. Living only in balance, barely alive, If someone found me, could I thrive? Drifting again, still wandering astray, Yearning for warmth more than light’s array. Hold me, feel me, even if it’s a lie, If I could bring someone happiness, I’d try. Then maybe I’d find meaning to exist, A reason why I’m here, held in this midst. [Bridge] I wanna give, not just take, I wanna feel, before I break. Am I alone, or just awake? Living from night to night, Just barely standing in life’s faint light. [Chorus 3] Drifting again, still carrying pain, I want to embrace now, rather than future’s gain. Love me, need me, even as I scream, Someday, I’ll learn to love, redeem. I only want to save myself, To rescue the me, left on the shelf.