Signed off

The light go off and I close my eyes, The soft whisper of your voice, right by my side, It's an illusion, I know this much, But at least when I dream, I still feel... A touch. It's been almost 6 years since my last hug, but if we're counting it's been longer than that, 6 years since you've pulled that rug, and I'm still catching my breath When I dream, I dream of a different life, a life where you'd still be by my side, but it's not really what I want, still trying to be good enough, if you had stayed, I would have already signed off. Leaving was the best thing, you could have ever done for me, yes, I crashed and burned but at least I don't feel as lonely ... I really tried to keep you by my side, I don't know and I can't remember why, Maybe it was fear of letting go, maybe I thought without you I'd stop to try When I dream, I dream of a different life, a life where you'd still be by my side, That's not really what I want, still trying to be good enough, if you had stayed, I would have already signed off. (I would have already signed off) If I scream, would you hear me? Or make it more easy to be seen? If I scream, would it free me? Or drown me deeper in the dream? When I dream, I dream of a different life, A life where you'd still be by my side, But it's not really what I want, Still trying to be good enough, If you had stayed, I would have already signed off I would have already signed off I would have already signed off