Cry of the soul - AnitaDeli

I don't know what I did wrong; I look into your cold eyes. Yesterday was just as passionate. And now there's a storm in my heart. I remember every sight, every word. What you told me so gently. And I thought that our eternity was unconditional. That our connection was like an immeasurable flame. But what happened? What did I do wrong? Maybe you didn't love enough? Maybe I changed something? Discovering the truth that you dislike is painful. Let the pain pass, let my heart break, I will accept everything just to understand why. But this silence will kill me, I think, And in it, I will completely die. I keep returning to the memory of the days, hours, and minutes we spent together. I am looking for a clue, the smallest sign of discord, but I find only warmth and sincerity. Was it all just a game, a skillful mask hiding true feelings? Have I been so blind that I couldn't see the false behind your bright eyes, the promises of eternal love? Memories are like pieces of a broken mirror reflecting our happy faces. Now there is nothing but emptiness and a reflection of my own despair. I try to gather them, to stick together what was, but unsuccessfully. The scratches only hurt my fingers, reminding me of the irreversibility of the past. Maybe it's not in me? Maybe you are tired of our love, of its burning flame that requires constant attention and nourishment? Maybe you're simply looking for new sensations, new horizons where I no longer fit into your picture of the world? But why then didn't you tell me this honestly, openly, without this painful uncertainty? I am ready to release you if that's what you need. I will survive this pain, this loss. But I have to know the truth. Give me the chance to make this decision, give me the chance to close this page and start a new chapter in my life. Don't leave me in this darkness of ignorance, in this agony of expectation. Please look into my eyes and tell me everything. Let it be the cruellest truth, but it will release me from this devastating silence that is slowly killing me from the inside. Give me a chance at healing, a new hope, a new love........ Just tell me...... just tell me.