The Struggle (Remastered x2)

INTRO] Life is becoming a struggle every day As the sound of the ticking clock gets louder, my life is starting to slowly fade away… [VERSE 1] I feel you near me and I know you will never leave me. Why I am having so much trouble hearing you, what are you saying to me? I do not know what it is that I am supposed to do. You have abundantly blessed me. I know never take anything for granted. Everything and everyone can be taken away, in just one breath, in just one day. [Chorus] O Lord hear my cry And have mercy on my soul As I am not in control Lord, you are good, you are faithful I will always praise you for all eternity My Father, I just want to serve and love you. [VERSE 2] During this time in my, I feel there is a huge void. I am not sure what you want me to do. I have raised my sons & I hope that they too will serve you. I have worked very hard throughout my life. I know I have made many mistakes, had trials and many hard lessons learned. So, why am I feeling so lost? [Chorus] Lord hear my cry And have mercy on my soul As I am not in control Lord, you are good, you are faithful. I will always praise you for all eternity My Father, I just want to serve and love you. [VERSE 3] The emptiness I feel within is suffocating me. I feel like I am waiting to die. You know what I am going through and I am Filled with loneliness; I cannot take much more. I fear I will break in two. YES, I know these are feelings of the flesh and the sinner that I am… [Chorus] O Lord hear my cry And have mercy on my soul As I am not in control Lord, you are good, you are faithful. I will always praise you for all eternity My Father, I just want to serve and love you. [OUTRO] Then, I felt The Holy Spirit telling me exactly what I must do, to thrown myself into learning everything from your Book of Life, your Living Words. I felt the words fill my soul and The HolySpirit reminding me that You hear my prayers and You see my pain. I must fight for my life because Faith is the power, in your Holy Name, Jesus. Jesus Jesus Jesus know you will never leave me… I love you Lord with all my heart, mind and soul. Amen.