Barely Surviving

I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive... いつかの夢を 言葉にしても 同じ音が鳴る　ことはないから この結末がどうなろうと 変化と痛みと歩むだけ 言われた通りの僕はどこにもいない "お前なんて、どうせ何もできない" まだ耳に残る残響　振り払って 失敗も傷も超えて、まだ明日を見つめるのは I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive 大事な時間を重ねたいだけ I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive 誰かの期待 背負ってみても 偽りの影が つきまとうだけ この結末がどうなろうと 正気と狂気、隣り合わせ 言われた姿の僕はどこにもいない “何かにならなきゃ、価値がない” まだ耳に残る残響　振り払って 絶望も痛みも超えて、まだ明日を見つめるのは I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive 確かな“らしさ”を選びたいだけ I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive ただ進むことが全てじゃないけど 僕はもう十分迷った いつかの境界線を越えて見た光景は 重たい荷物と、世界の終わり だけどそれが全部じゃないから また越えて行かなきゃ、そんな気がするんだ 失敗も傷も超えて、まだ明日を見つめる理由 I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive わずかな時間、眠りたいだけ I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive 耳に残る残響　振り払って 変化と痛み、正気と狂気 繰り返しながら　隣り合わせ ようやく明日を見つめるだけ <scream> <shout> ⬛︎ I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive →(答えを求めているんじゃなく、ただ生き抜こうとしているのかも） "Barely" All English I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive Even if I put the dreams of the past into words The same sound will never play again No matter how this story ends I’ll just keep walking with change and pain The version of me they wanted never existed "You’re useless, you’ll never amount to anything" The echoes still linger in my ears—shaking them off Beyond failures and scars, I still look toward tomorrow I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive I just want to share moments that truly matter I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive Even if I carry someone’s expectations A shadow of deception only follows me No matter how this story ends Sanity and madness stand side by side The version of me they wanted never existed "You have to become something, or you’re worthless" The echoes still linger in my ears—shaking them off Beyond despair and pain, I still look toward tomorrow I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive I just want to choose what truly feels like me I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive Moving forward isn’t everything, but I’ve been lost long enough. The scene I saw beyond that boundary Was nothing but heavy burdens and the end of the world But that’s not all there is So I feel like I have to keep going Beyond failures and scars I search for a reason to face tomorrow I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive For just a fleeting moment, I want to rest I wonder if I’m seeking answers, or just trying to survive Shaking off the echoes that still remain Change and pain, sanity and madness Repeating, always side by side And at last I simply look toward tomorrow