I am not a machine!

(Intro) Forgive me, please... (Verse 1) Please forgive me for all I’ve done. So much death from a choice I can’t outrun. Should I even ask for grace? Is there redemption for this disgrace? (Verse 2) Bolshakov, why push me so far? Did you not care about who we are? All the blood spilled—don’t you see? Your machines were always our enemy. (Chorus) I am not a machine, no gears in my soul. I am not a machine; I won’t lose control. I am not a machine; hear me, understand. I am Tatiana, a human, I stand. (Verse 3) Every cloud looks like fire in the sky, A bomb falling endlessly, I can’t deny. I tell myself it’s over, it’s done, But the guilt is a battle I’ve never won. (Bridge) When I touch the machine, my heart turns cold, Emotions vanish, like stories untold. A quiet escape, a silencing tune, But I can’t surrender to that frozen ruin. (Verse 4) Fnix saved me; for that, I’m glad, But why me? Why not all we had? What made me worthy while others fell? Are there others like me in this shell? (Chorus) I am not a machine, no gears in my soul. I am not a machine; I won’t lose control. I am not a machine; hear me, understand. I am Tatiana, a human, I stand. (Break) (Verse 5) If I could rewrite the code they obey, Would it undo the damage, make them stay? But the soldiers I knew are nowhere near, And I’m no expert, just trapped in fear. (Chorus) I am not a machine, no gears in my soul. I am not a machine; I won’t lose control. I am not a machine; hear me, understand. I am Tatiana, a human, I stand. (Outro) Forgive me, please...